Waiting time
Waiting is a series of nervous and frustrating moments. My mind rides a roller coaster as I wait for things that haven't been finished yet. It leads to expectation satisfaction, anxiety, disappointment, and preparation for the consequences you end up with. Will the luck that I've been hoping for come to me? Contrary to what I had initially inflated, my mind is calming down again.
Today, I received a letter from Roby saying she was going through a hard time. I hadn't heard from her for weeks, so I thought she was busy or sick, but she was unexpectedly facing something that she couldn't solve with her own will.
We are fighting this moment, each facing problems of reality and mind. How do people who lost someone who means something so much endure it? There are so many amazing people in this world.