[100 Challenge] Song E Yoon_08

Vortex Energy 

There was once a moment that was so hard that I felt like I was at the bottom of my life. That's when I started meditating because I wanted to hold myself. I tried to turn to somewhere, and the way I found it was something new. I wasn't curious; it was just a way of getting out of this moment. Meditation was also new. It relaxes my mind and calms down my desire to blame and blame someone. But it took me a long time to have a peaceful mind.

Just as yin and yang exist in all energy, my emotions have constantly collided with excessive anger and negative energy to put it to rest. It seems that it took years to repeat this state and become the current state of calm. The easiest way humans find nature when tired is to see it. That's when I learned about Sedona, which is said to be one of the most Vortex-energy places on Earth in Arizona.

A vortex is a structure that generates energy, and it is said that if you artificially create it, you can naturally produce free energy. It is said that there is a powerful energy in a place where I have never touched it. A few years ago, there was a lot of time in that difficult moment. I would have been able to go to Sedona if I set my mind, but I couldn't go anywhere because my mind was restless. Ironically, I don't have enough time now, but I think I'll have to visit Sedona soon. I learned how to control my mind through meditation. Those cliché and textbook expressions that everything depends on my mind... At some point, the cultivation I couldn't sympathize with in a difficult moment comes to my mind. It is said that when something that could not be dreamed of and accomplished is in front of me, it has already been achieved.

Sometimes, I think lowly about the casual moments I'm going through these days. It was a sad, complex, and sometimes considered like an approaching dream I once couldn't have….

Only the state of my mind can determine the good or bad of any state. I even think that everything is empty and meaningless when I know that neither pain nor joy is a state of energy in my mind that has nothing to do with the nature of matter.