[100 Challenge] Song E Yoon_56

Sedona

That was my dream. Many years ago, my life was mass-up. I wanted to clean up my energy and my mind. When I was at that time, I had hoped to visit Sedona. I thought Red Rock and the atmosphere could make me clear. The lack of something makes me desperate for something; This creates energy that pushes something away without being able to break it. At that time, I had money and time, but I didn't dare to go there.

I had an exhibition in Arizona for a few days and was busy and tired. Being close to Sedona, I planned to visit there for a day or so. The desert environment in Arizona was new and exotic because I had never experienced it where I was born and raised. It was interesting because it was a very different environment from New York, where I live now. My nose was not working correctly because of the dryness. But that was it.

I'm different now from my old self. My deficiencies have diminished, and I'm more interested in achieving small things day by day rather than desperately wanting to. I had something I wanted, but I already had it, so it's no longer in the desired state. I was sick for a few days after returning home. It might be because I was exhausted from the exhibition, but it felt different. I was emotionally ill. I had no appetite, a headache, and couldn't sleep well. Should I call this a lovesick?