[100 Challenge] Song E Yoon_34

Dreams and unconsciousness

I have vivid dreams almost every day. Sometimes, I dream about how my childhood situation was directed. All my memories are from before the age of 12. This must have been the most critical period in my life, seeing that my friends and situations from those days remain in my memory.

It is said that dreams are sometimes dreamed to relieve unresolved emotions. Psychoanalytic Jacques Lacan(1901~1981) noted that the unconscious of dreams is converted into the unconscious of language. Many things that dominate my unconsciousness seem to be in elementary school. The feeling of being misunderstood at that time was unfair, and the fact that I didn't know about it but suddenly learned about it after I became an adult is constantly expressed in my dreams. Even in relationships with some of my precious friends who even became adults, there are cases where they become awkward and can no longer be contacted due to misunderstandings. And the situation and the relationship with them are continuously reproduced in my dreams.

I don't like to explain things word for word. Making excuses feels pathetic. Therefore, I have to relieve my frustration with things and relationships that are not explained and understood. My unresolved childhood events and relationships with them seem to continue to solve themselves through dreams. I don't know when this problem will be solved, but they must be the most important beings in my unconscious mind.