[100 Challenge] Song E Yoon_25

A sudden feeling of dislike

It was the first time someone felt like a cockroach. I give a lot to a person and ask for more, but not everyone does. It's been a while since the situation ended, and I removed the person from my boundary, but sometimes I'm so angry. It hasn't been completely removed yet. My thoughts, my judgments, and my plans were all erroneous. I thought she would understand what I was discussing, thinking, and dreaming about in the future, but it was an illusion.

I made a plan and put a lot of passion into working with my university junior. This was a problem. Pouring passion... Passion is not something that should be devoted to anyone. The foundation and communication were different from the start. She pretended to understand what I was saying, but not at all.

It was me who created the problem. I forced myself to do what I couldn't do from the beginning—an urgent mind, an urgent decision, and a false passion to move it!! It was all my judgment. There's no reason to blame anyone, no reason to be angry. But sometimes I get so angry. So, I'm doing a release now.

Look at the present.

How peaceful.

How ridiculous is it that I'm getting mad now to think of myself already on another level after letting you know something wrong is wrong and being dealt with?

I sent away my wrong decisions in the past. And now I'm focusing on my good energy.

Tea

Music

Air

Light

Shadow

And

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